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DAY 168The photo taken last summer shows many beautiful faces from one TOEFL class, well, the first one of its kind ever in my life, to be exact. I got to know most of them now had already embarked on a journey to USA, but, to me, it is still a very special memory I happened to recollect as I managed the photo album just now.
I really appreciate their confidence and patience in me as I gave speaking lesson to them just within 4 weeks.
I honestly miss those lovely students whose names I can still remember. DAY 167The photos below were shot along the Wuchang Sightseeing Platform around 7pm on July 1, 2005. As you can see, there're Changjiang Bridge, Guishan TV Tower, the ferry. All are shown under the sunset. Quite marvellous scenes to me.
I've decided to share some of the photos taken during my second trip to Wuhan, a city that enables me to better understand the meaning of life. All is because of a fact that, after years, I still got crazy about some affairs with my beloved uncle and all those surroundings existed in that city. DAY 166The fall arrives without any notice, the temperature nowadays still stands at 27 degree though. Those photos about the road scenes won't lie. Escaping from the sounds and noises on the tube, I felt quite content to enjoy my own walking experience after finishing the class over the past weekend. Walking on the Heishan Road and Changhai Road, I spent half an hour on my way home. I then witnessed so many things familiar to my memory. Rather fresh, I guess.
DAY 164As always, the chat with A-Qing on MSN started with a vibration. At first, I guessed whether what he was going to tell me would be to my liking because I was rather busy handling some stuff of my interest. Later, it turned out to be so appealing to learn what he suffered today, however. A-Qing said that he went to the Forest Park with a girl today and he finally made himself in a fool. Accoding to the story, he vomited everything he had eaten after he finished one game called Pirate Boat in the park. Gosh!
How could you act like that to a girl. It's one very very terrible experience to you, I guess, haha. DAY 163By my request to have an entry in memory of his leaving for Britain, David sent me the photo below.
Thank you, David. Is it possible for us to stay in contact? I do hope one day both of us will have a chance to meet again, and I will be really eager to know what happen to your study life in the near future. Anyway, I wish you a good start in such a new surrounding which might soon pose a challenge for you to handle. And you surely will be over those difficulties, in which I have a firm trust. Well, I will be missing you, David. DAY 161As planned, the meet with Wolf this afternoon started with the movie The Wanted at Guotai Cinema, and then we dined out together in a bistro located on Shouning Road. I do appreciate his treat this time. Earlier, he disclosed that he wouldn't have a return to Shanghai within 3 years. Well, very special wishes to Wolf, a buddy I first made acquaintance this time last year at HH. By the way, I share with one of his claims that it is destiny that firmly ties us together.
DAY 160I got to know that David Wu would be leaving for Britain on Nov 1. I still recall the first day we encountered during one speaking class at HH. I was in ill condition that day, but I still noticed him who sat rather distant from the board. I realized that the initial reflection from him to me was that he just looked like Xiang Mingyou in certain aspects, a thing that I then made it clear to all the class. Our relation did not come to an end until I finished private lessons to him. Fortunately, I learned that he later got ideal band scores during the IELTS test set on Jun 28.
David used to be a professional badminton player, a talent that envies me to death. DAY 159I deliberately got to the school earlier than before, avoiding the arrival of damned rush hour. On walking outside the tube station this morning, I breathed, with sunshine stinging my eyes, and I then roamed around Huaihai Road, leaving other people nothing new. The corridor on the 19th floor, however, looked darker than I imagined. After adjusting to that surrounding, I shot the photos below, illustrating four directions inside, together with a clock showing the moment I walked outside the station.
DAY 158I just came across a blog of one Japanese guy named カン and I found to my surprise that the style of the Tee he wears is rather suitable for a chubby guy like me. You see, the Tee below looks nice, isn't it.
Actually, I have begun to try on Tee with baggy design, mainly white in color, since this Summer. Well, and I just made up my mind revisiting Thug Life located on Changle Road next week. I desperately need to get another new Tee with a big logo on it. DAY 156Gerard Jugnot is first known to the world for his performance in the movie Les Choristes in 2004. He played a teacher inspiring students who were found to own gifted skills in singing. He looks very kind, rather to my taste.
Later, I tried to dig deep into his movie career and his role as a talented director over several works. Boudu, out in 2005, is not that ideal for watching, due to its tedious plot development. I do anticipate his latest work in the coming year. DAY 155One movie titled The Women was out last month, in which the leading role is starred by Meg Ryan. To me, the smashing return to the screen this time is viewed as a big thing to her career. You see, over the years, she fails to win popularity as her works have never be the blockbuster any longer, especially in the North America.
I am nothing against her and her gifted performance. During my college years, I got the chance to appreciate three of her old movies at the will of my tutor, which later reminded me of her rumoured relationship with Russell Crowe when Proof Of Life was in theatre. In the class, whenever I come across the word Sleepless, I will strike topics touching upon Meg Ryan and then make some comments on her movies. The most unacceptable to me, however, is that she grows old, well, she now turns 47. Anyway, I wish the one-time American sweetheart could stay forever young. DAY 154I raise one habit shooting picture if I arrive at the common room early in the morning. The light and shade at the time is very decent and ideal for me to strike a pose. The most important, however, is that I will not be disturbed by others. Quite interesting to me, I guess. It is true that I am a bit Narcissism-oriented over the years. One troublesome fact is that to whom am I supposed to show off. Anyway, I deem it as one personal affair, though it is one odd twist.
Where did all my day-off go? I say I won't indulge myself in sleeping or surfing online, but I have long failed to act something new. Luckily, I finally decide not to discard this blog, and that is why I have the entry here today.
Here comes the season of orientation in Australia, meaning that another group of students will leave for their dreams, destinations and goals in that remote area. Wolf Tang, Celia (Chen Xiaoyan) and Pemis (formerly known as PP) will soon embark on a journey that they have never experienced before. Each time, I will feel quite excited to learn good news from them and then write some words to wish them a complete success in the future. BTW, Ringo Liu seems to lose weight, judging from his display picture on MSN. Well, I know that study life in a foreign country is not that easy as they imagine, but no one will feel regrettable if they try, a firm belief which is true to my heart. Hold on, you guys! DAY 153Baoney shot a new series of photos and, according to her claim, won raves from male fans. Honestly, I am no exception in this case. Next time, I wonder whether I need to have some collaboration with her if she one day lacks some inspiration or new ideas. DAY 152Brandy's new single is in no way to help her win another career peak, failing to be another hits on the chart in 3 years. I personally got so obsessed with this song titled Right Here, a bit sorrowful as I watched the official video on Youtube yesterday afternoon. Well, you might visit Brandy's official site or view the video on Youtube.
Thanks to one Wuhan complex back in 2005, I at the time frequently played one song on the way. It is titled Have You Ever sung by Brandy. There is a person living in that city, who probably used to be the most important in my life. With the arrival of winter, something poignant occurs to me. DAY 151I've always developed into new stuff like posting entries or browsing web pages with unexpected surprises to me. But just now, I reopened an account on Kaixin001, meaning that I failed to escape from the influence exerted by the network like that. Anyway, this time around, I decide to add fewer friends on that website that shares similarity with the Facebook, for I aim at a peaceful mind with daily tranquility if possible. I tried. Some say I look totally varied, judging from those photos with different angles, shades or something. I've realized that. One thing, however, is for sure that each self-shooting surprisingly makes me look slim. To a larger degree, that is really magical, I have to admit to myself.
Well, still have another day to relieve myself from the work and the family will soon have one ritual event for my beloved grandmother who has gone in 2006. You know, I always have her in my dream, Usually, I wake up in the morning, still recalling the dialogues or scenes in the dream, for I do cherish each opportunity I am offered on that special occasion. I honestly won't forget what my grandmother once did to me during my childhood mainly spent in Hongkou District, especially her late year with my family. And I feel so sorry for all those complaints I once made about her. I know she might want me to lead a better life and I won't let her down. But now, I miss her so much. DAY 149one statement I like Xiang Mingyou but have not had any affairs with him ever in my life and never will I intend to act such a thing I say DAY 148high school stalker like you but I will be patient while doing everything get used to bearing a sense of solitude and being through each lonesome night I got home late recently for I gradually changed I push myself to be one destination my cozy home be a bit brave as I taste some drawbacks nothing is about to change even the moment I chose to leave for others places on the subway or on the ring road same as they are be involved into songs with strong beat I feel fine somehow peeping through the window the view distorted and that is terrible choosing songs or videos for visitors to my space all is for sharing thoughts or minds you see recalling good past days sometimes is a must in my life melody or tune will be with me looking back upon all those glittering moments
I browsed short messages reading those neglected one due to my delay in quick feedback these words give me power not such big which are effective however I wish my dream came true to seize the light ahead just because of you setbacks or troubles will be conquered with one firm will I take myself in control as I wake up in the morning no enough time I guess everything will be alright I am left alone keep on moving I have to am I right I long for everlasting friendship or love affair but I am now more than rational and sensible wish you buddies know what is on my mind because I always deem my bosom friends as a harbor in which I am to pull in well I have not had great fun for a long while I have no decent dress or to be specific time is not ripe with you or without you the same I think buddies around me comfort me saying I need to forget you but it is not easy all the time it will be fucking exaggerating to claim that I just dream of you four days a week but you see now I got scared to meet you there in a virtual atmosphere everybody get miserable at something let alone a dream I admit to myself that I simply fade into bad dreams am I ready to learn a lesson get stronger right I do not care about walking on a winding road to me I believe it is a long way to go as time goes by I will get more mature hopefully
something unconfirmed is not finished with me yet fuck it right no need to make sacrifice on things unworthy of acting anew in the future I fail to perform decent or take everything easy but I start to get fed up with you it is enough totally enough having each entry especially the big project like this one makes me feel relieved no intentionally-made sentences one day I guess I will turn to cigarette or alcohol heaven knows what I really need our contact ended with my silly question but it is fine to me now I do appreciate your keeping silent which made that day not such awkward and I am telling you is a song with jazz tune I mainly focus on the words by sleeping such a song has its magic on me I know other songs turn out to be workable as well
in recently weeks I ponder over whether I need to raise a dog as my pal in family I know it is unfeasible after discussion with parents to make fun with my dog taking it out for a night walking or shooing photos with it what should I do to persuade them I do not know actually lovely pets will soothe me a family member you know longing but not crying for things out of my abilities well the words of that jazz song conveys the cruelty of such society in which people act so cold with one another by the way but to me I do believe love without passion will be a curse from above but first I need to find one motivation in this case but I usually fail I called you and you answered the call with normal speed you might lie to me but I pretend to be alright it is really ok to enjoy your naïve excuses no initiatives anymore I say to myself later all of a sudden I might realize that those in the similar troubles are easily found around to strike a balance deep in my mind will take effects great I guess it is fucking true
other things have been fated or doomed with its set course or direction I recollect you due to my perseverance in our affair but it will come to an end soon I guess sitting up all night will not be helpful to figure out one possible solution so leave it or just try to be distracted by other stuffs like picking up one place walking people walking on the rush streets in the morning to me a new day has begun I finished my breakfast then I got new role to play every day leaving a question of what I will do with the memories well I prefer to let these gold memories to be with me in my rest life it will be more natural every time I encounter a destined thing damn the appearance but the inner world is mine not yours as my idol once did I will not tell a lie that makes me wanna try to be real person honesty always pays too much in your life you just wait and see I have no judgment on you positive or negative for it really does not matter one faking face or isolated space is all I wanna take off that wonderful disguise DAY 147hello saferide nothing like you when you are gone my best friend if I do not write this song someone I love will die I thought he said summer is going to take the pain away I do not sleep well long lost penpal Saturday nights San Francisco get sick soon I cannot believe it is not love loneliness is better when I am not alone DAY 146something is to blame for creating a damn gap between us that is why I finally deleted my account at Kaixin001 half an hour ago damn it now I can at least lead a life without so many furies or acting as if I got such a big worry over you I am alone making that decision so I say it is not your fault or you see I just wanna be on my own it is not my style to flatter you but you see I soon will be accustomed to a life without you remember all of a sudden you treated me so cold and indifferent I want you to know I will not buy the way you act so I am to forget you you have been in my heart though dora and also I sit during the day class because I totally got involved in that spirit the low one that I myself could not take late at night I am very sober-blooded to claim one fact that I am now relieved from you I am not full with corn flake sweet is its name DAY 145when you get to the top of the mountain will you tell me what you see if you get to the top of the mountain remember me
these words inspired by Martin Luther King Jr really resound in my head it is true as if a lighthouse could be reached thanks to my curiosity I finally have some great stuff to enjoy in a boring holiday well not much boring on which I always lay a high expectation you see AMERICAN PRAYER - V/ABeing outside is rather exhausting than being at home when I remain at home I usually take a DO NOT DISTURB stand I then unplug phone and I do not worry that I am responsible for anything well that I like
here is one music video titled American Prayer which is about the upcoming US election for my part I do not give a shit to a fact that music tangles with politics but this time I would like to strongly recommend you the song that features many actors and musicians from which you can see Forest Whitaker Cyndi Lauper Joan Baez and others it is awesome yeah
so be a bit patient and watch through the video I assure you will also get appalled by a piece of speech made by Martin Luther King Jr
the man you can see from the still screen is called Forest Whitaker one of my all time favorites CLICK HERE for more infomation on the making of the video and others |
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